Building Trust
It's the middle of a hot night, the air is dusty and there are dogs barking in the field next to my house.
I'm lying in bed with my laptop, my feet under a blanket and one of my ears hurting from when i tugged on my earring wrong.
I am contemplating, and considering my current reality and how i would change some things to live the life i want.
As i make an effort to build my trust with myself, i have made it several days now, when i tell myself to do a certain thing and then actually doing it, today i set out to finish a school project (i had finished yesterday, it needed revising) and tidy the clothes on the desk chair that have been sitting there for a week, and i did those things(I'm REALLY proud of the chair thing). i also (I'm really happy with this as well) did all 20 pushups that i wanted to do.
And for the past several days i have been wanting to write a blog post so here i am.